12/13/19 23:33 Bethlehem, PA
Tonight, I was busy at a meeting. I came home after it and
watched Marc Maron on Netflix. Ate a
pint of ice cream and it was delicious.
I have not seen Maron’s standup and will watch another show. It was alright. But I feel like I am reflecting his shtick. Just alright. There were a few times I laughed, lots of
smiles, but it was alright. I am debating
on buying a ticket to see him live in Huntington or hang on to the money because
I should save the money for someone who I really want to see. Eckhart Tolle is speaking in Boston, that
would be worth it. But that means a
hotel and I would like to invite Mo Cheeks, as long as we are talking to one
another. That’s two tickets and a hotel.
It would be nice to visit Boston in June. Anyway, I am deflecting. Received my annual review and it did not go
very well. Needs improvement. Sounds like I am in back in school, this
comment was the common response from my teachers. Michael, needs improvement. I agreed on the points, I can improve in
areas and for the rest of the day I was fixated on the possibility I was going
to get fired in the near future. Let’s
get through Christmas and kick him to the curb in January. This was their way to set the course so the
day it does happen, you’re fired, will not be a surprise. I can either accept that defeatist attitude
or admit my mistakes and make every effort to improve. Either run and hide or work my ass off and
get better. It’s pretty simple and I recall the President saying to me today, “I
have confidence in you.” So, off to a
new and better direction. As long as I
set the course and take action.
Thank you for reading this.
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