11/18/19 23:32 Bethlehem, PA
Driving through the rain to get here. I think Meli is sleeping since I told her I
will call when I arrived and have called her a few times. I feel horrible since we didn’t get a chance
to speak for too long today. I was busy
at work, finishing up an RFP and stressed out since the system was not
accepting all of my answers. Nothing
like it. So that is done. I was working on the new novel which I
already enjoy. My son is leaving school
and heading home. This may be for
good. He wanted to call me to let me
know. My oldest is in France. My youngest sister had a meltdown at my
parent’s house, I rubbed her shoulders, which is something I never do, touch my
sister, and felt the tension around her neck.
She is stressed. I drove out East
to Riverhead to get the necessary paperwork from the courts. And we are moving ahead, the dress, the
flowers, the cake, the rings. There are
the vows and the guests. But I don’t
want to be as passive as I have been and will be an active participant. To have a successful event, it must be
planned and typically I like instantaneous action. Let my impulsive mind take the lead and let’s
do this thing, but how? I don’t know, it’s
like writing a novel, let it create itself.
Thank you for reading this.
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